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By Pat Engebrecht

In the early morning hours

When the sun’s rays are low

 Slanting through the bower

  Reflecting dawn’s golden glow.

I think of you.

In the quiet awakening of the day

I sit  on the garden bench

Alone with you in my special way

Of remembering.  I feel your presence

In my heart. 

 The spider’s weaving of the night

Catches dew in gossamer threads

Reflecting in those early rays

The sight of you.  Our love spreads

Warming  me through and through.

Life’s promises we shared

The Laughter and the tears.

These memories

Grow sweeter with the passing years

    As you live in the garden of my heart. 

Chronicles of LauraJo

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“TRAGIC” hardly begins to describe the heartbreak of LauraJo’s struggle with borderline personality disorder, which her mother documents with the help of LauraJo’s journal entries, poetry and sketches…This book reveals an extraordinarily talented individual who waged an epic strugle and, in her own way, won–for a time.

Although LauraJo (LJ) has been dead for some twenty-five plus years, I bselieve Chronicles is the book she intended to write…to thank all those who reached out to her in her struggles and to let fellow sufferers know that there is so much love and joy in between the dark storms of pain, doubt and fear that the rainbows and sunlight are well worth fighting for.  (author, Pat Engebrecht)


Web page:  Pat’s Publishing,   Pat’s Publishing

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LJ, Sedona, Arizona  (18 months)

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Growing up with brothers, Kurt and Jeff








Camping was a way of life.








Rochester, New York.  LJ with the infamous Bobby Riggs who played in the TV extravaganza against Billy Jean King in the Battle of the Sexes…Billy Jean won.  Tennis was her world.




LJ off to college to the University of Arizona where she played #1 Singles on a full scholarship.











Past and Present

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The past is with us always.  We are today what we have experienced in our lives:  love, hate, joy, grief.  This original song sung by LauraJo during her ten-year battle with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) echoes her message of thanks for all those who loved and reached out to her.  Her love is evident, her message, We are not alone. 

The CD can be purchased through  Go to for reviews of the book, When Love Is Not Enough Chronicles of LauraJo , her personal story of her struggles with this tragic disease.


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